It is really hard to grow up sometimes, but i can't ignore the fact that it was a phase, and it is almost all over. I still like your songs and everything, but so much has changed. I have to say, i find it really sad that you have to be sexy to in your music videos or whatever you do. There's a difference between and porn star or a singer (and it's not just that one sings and the other doesn't...), but nowadays, i don't think you can easily tell the difference. Before, i didn't care about this at all, but i find it really sad, because you're worth much more than this kind of stuff that is the pop industry (and i don't care if some katycats here disagree with me). Also, before, i guess i would have bought all the products you were promoting, but this has changed too. You're not just a name, you are a person. You are not an object or a brand... What is your choice? Who said that you should have your own perfume, your own comsetics? I don't like it when i see this. People sell those kind of things, because they know your fans are gonna buy it, because it has your name on it. You are a singer Katy...
Also, i remember when you said that your third album could be something more like folk. Well... was it your choice, once again, to make a pop record? I'm asking this, because we can see the difference. Katy from 2005, Katy from 2008 and Katy from 2012 are not the same. Usually, it gets better, but in this case, it didn't happen. I guess it is because you have pressure and people have high expectations, you need to sell many albums. But you know what? OOTB is my fav album of all the 3 that have been released. It was a good pop rock. It wasn't as commercial as it is now. Why..? What happened?
I know i'll never get answers to my questions, but still, i ask them, i think they are good questions.
Anyways, i am glad i started reading your tumblr, 6 years ago, and i am glad i came here, almost 5 years ago. I still respect you so much, even if i'm not a hardcore fan anymore, even if i don't even know what you wore last week, or how it's going with Jonh. I don't need to know your life, and you need to have a private life.
I wish you all the best.