I'm so glad you made this thread. I have so much to say about it. Where do I even begin? Well I've been a KatyCat since 2008. I fell in love with Katy when I first heard IKAG. At first of course I didn't know her and I was like googling her and finding other songs and i was like wow this chick is cool. But after I saw her on her first tour HKT I was hooked. I joined Twitter because of her. Cos she had it and i think said on MySpace that we should get a Twitter (cos it was new then) so i did.
In my life I never really felt like I fit in anywhere. I don't fit into my family and they never make me feel like a part of them or feel welcome with them. My aunts, uncles and cousins mostly do but not my immediate family (mom, dad and two brothers) My Mom especially always made me feel bad about myself my whole life. she still does. Nothing i do is right, and she always tells me how selfish i am. I try so hard to be a good person. I don't think i'm selfish. i care a lot about other people. But i could go on and on about that, i won't. But she always picked on me for the way i am. Anything i like is stupid and pointless. I try so hard and its never enough and shes never proud of me. Katy never made me feel stupid, or hurt my feelings. she's never called me horrible things or hit me. She never would. Katy came along and made me feel like I have some worth. She taught me its ok to be myself, and that I matter.
Sometimes I feel like i dont matter. I've been suicidal. If i didnt have her, i literally probably would not be here. I COMPLETELY understand any KatyCat who says that. Katy got me through a LOT! Dealing with my family, a really bad break up and anxiety issues. It got really hard at times. Times where i couldnt even breathe. And i tried so hard to hang on.
Yes of course i have posters of her on my walls. Aside from them making me happy, they've also helped calm me down. something about her eyes and her smile...shes like an angel.
I am a very PROUD KatyCat. I tell everyone I meet. I'm very big into music anyway...all kinds of music.... and especially at school (I'm in college) people know that. I carry my guitar everywhere. I'm friends with a lot of people into music anyway. We talk about music a lot and I've always said, i like lots of artists, but Katy has a special place in my heart that no one else can ever fill.
I have a few neighbors on Facebook and my friends, family, friends from school etc.... so they see all my katy posts. My BFF sometimes teases me, and shes all like "yea your timeline is just katy, katy , katy, kitten, katy" lol I drive through the neighborhood with "my windows down and my system up" (eminem reference lol) And 90% of the time I'm blasting Katy. When i lived with my ex (yes it was a she..I go for either or ) She said one day she heard the neighbor pull up blasting Part of Me and she looked out the window cos she thought i was home early, but it wasn't me lol
But really only a KatyCat can understand. Cos my friends will mostly just accept it. But they don't get it and my parents forget them. My mom always makes me feel bad. She thought i was an idiot for spending $600 on concert tickets. I tried explaining to her how important it was to me. she didnt understand or care. Living in my house, thank God I have Katy, she's my balance. she's my sanity. sometimes I feel really lonely. But I have her and I have the KatyCats. I never felt like i really belonged anywhere before i met the katycats. you accept me and love me for who i am. You are my family.
Katy has made me a much better person. Because of her i'm not angry all the time like i used to be. I'm more positive and more patient. I'm more laid back. I'm generally happier and can handle stress easier.
I tell everyone "Katy and I are a package deal" If you want me, you accept Katy, otherwise go blow! lol
You don't have to be a KatyCat or even listen to her music. But if you have a problem with her, then i have a problem with you. And I will always side with Katy, so you can't expect me to ever agree with you if ur ever arguing against her. <3
and as far as that question "what if Katy killed your mother?" yea it's a dumb question...and first off...she WOULDN'T, and IF she did, she had to have had a good reason, and I'd give her a chance to explain! =)
Well that's it for now. sorry it was so long. Told u i had a lot to say lol