I know that the fact that I'm going to see her show is already a big deal and I should be happy..
But still, as I said, she never comes to my country or even near my country and it will probably be the only time I'll see her live. I don't want to stalk her, and even if I wanted to stalk her I don't know in which hotel she will stay or in what kind of restaurants she goes to..
I'm not saying that I'm not happy from going to see her show, I'm so excited and I almost can't sleep, but I want to meet her and talk to her.. talk to her and tell her what I think about her. I thought maybe there is a way to get inside the backstage, maybe if you wear something creative or something like this.. I know it happened in the last tour..
and if there is no chance to meet her, is there any chance I can deliver her a letter? Someone at the show that I can give him the letter and I can be sure he will give it to her?