I've got a slight trace of that PCD but really I feel the enrichment it brought to my life far outweighs that. I went through hard times before that, and just now it seems some difficult days are coming again.
I was so lucky to have that time window open when I needed it so that I was even physically capable of traveling, going to the shows, and staying in hotels without worrying in May - looking back at that it is a memory which will always be alive and gets me through whatever comes.
Even if I knew I'll never see Katy again IRL what the time of having followed the tour through the UK has done to me is so valuable - it has made me stronger and when I look at things now I see life as a bigger picture than before. I think better, just like after reading a life changing book.
The regret I have is not that I can't continue being in that past moment but that I can never thank Katy and her team for what it has really brought to my life, for now and the future.